Mah love life-pt.1

 heyy wonderful souls!

so to be honest i started this blog for advice on my love life and so i thought i will first start off from the start....so i won't be writing the whole thing in one post so this is part 1!(by the way i just love the sound of the keyboard of my laptop..lol)

and yah i could have just asked -

 hey guys what shall i text mah crush about?

but no! u gotta know the backstory cuz our story is different

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OK so the story starts from 5th grade...

Let's call 'him' ....muffin...?

(muffin because- muffins are great and cute..like him and because shawnie loves muffinss!!)

so he was dating this ex-friend of mine....and i didn't even know he existed until all the news spread....i was like ok i don't care....i hadn't even seen his face!

So next year in year 6 we both got in the same class and still i didn't really care if he died...and neither did he i suppose...

And then our places were changed and eventually he started sitting right behind me...

okay so in our school we have a system of bench partners...where two people sit beside each other...then after some space(next row) we have another set of partners...we had four such rows and 5 columns...

anyways that's not really important..

So muffin had a partner who  later on became my BEST friend..and i had a guy who was let's just say 'stupid'...he was fun though...so we 4 we used to talk like ,seriously, throughout ALL of the classes...  and it was superrr fun! Omg i miss those days sooo much :(

So slowly i realized that i started to have feelings for him.....i told my 'at that time bff ' and she was not really a good secret keeper...like ya she was..no i mean is a good friend but she's just weird in a baddish kind of a way..if u know what i mean..ya so....anyways she was all like and i quote''ohh poor Peachhh.....today muffin hasn't come to school...u will miss him won't you?''

okay not really like that but ya in a way...i exaggerated a lil but anyways...

and then after some time i actually very stupidly TOLD HIM!!

he was like 'okayyyy i guesss'

will keep u updated on the next post peeps!

peace out!

xo